muahahahahaha. please disregard the last 50 posts. tumblr is embarrassing
ohh sunday….such a sad sad day for me.
I’ve realized a lot of things today. I am just FULL of all different types of emotion, it’s overwhelming. I think I need to wake up and realize that I need to face my fears and do what is going to make me happy. I need to stop caring about what people think. I’m so confused with myself. I wish I had more support. All I know is this. I have an amazing man that has never let me down. He is the only one that I can go to for anything. He deserves the world for putting up with the mess that I am. I can’t believe how lucky I am to have somebody like him to stick with me through all of the hardtimes. I really don’t know what I would do without him. He is the only person that I can be around and actually feel comfortable in my own skin. He gets me. I don’t think anybody else does. I just want the whole world to know how much I adore him.
Justin if you’re reading this, I want you to know that I will always be here for you no matter what. You have changed my life. You are my world and I love you so much!
good afternoon everyone. happy (not really) december. not having a good day today. can’t wait for friday so I can shop with brittany and have a nice fun day. I went shopping friday saturday and sunday. It really is so therapeutic for me. lol.
Also I’ll be in New Hampshire this weekend which will be great. can’t wait to get the fuck out of here and get my mind off of things.
I really need a hobby. like something other than venting to my tumblr. well, off to work now. have a great day, all.
Jake Gylenhaal is the sexiest man I’ve ever seen. omg.
by the way,
fuck you all.
Joel McHale. enough said.
going to watch the soup now.
I wish I was completely content with my life. I feel like I’m always waiting for something in the future. Always finding flaws about myself. Always envying others. Always waiting for my Justin to come home to me. Or I always want something. A new phone, new clothes, new makeup, new friends, new hobbies, new anything. Not because I’m high maintenence, I’m the complete opposite. But I just feel like there’s always something missing in my life. I’m never ever truly happy with myself and my life. And I need to change that.
Just saw a commercial for a black country singer. what?
